yeah...

So I've had a lot going on lately. Pardon the spelling errors too I'm on my crckberry. There are times in your life when you just need to get away and this is one of them. I'm sitting at the coffee shop a table away from the girl that for a good long while I thought I wanted to date. She's sitting with a barista who at one time was really happy for me and was pushing for the relationship to happen now they are completely ignoring me. Here's what I learned from this whole situation. Don't attempt to date anyone well under your maturity level. You get high school drama. Don't try to date someone you've been friends with for a long time. Even if there is no real relatuinship the friendship is fucked up. Don't date within a circle of friends. It shows true loyalties and ruins otherwise happy friendships.

I think this is a true sign that I am supposed to be up in los angeles. I've got great friends up there. The women are beautiful and although there is drama its not stupid shit like down here and if you want to get out of it there's always another group of friends to go be around.

Fuck this town. Fuck the drama. Fuck the people. Fuck crusin grand. Fuck blue mug. Fuck the people going nowhere. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck it all. I need a cigarette.

The fucking end.