On becoming less genine

Ok so I had a very interesting conversation tonight with a friend. It turns out my worst fears have come true. After almost 3 years of dating the same girl, I've turned into the "nice guy". You know one. He's the guy that no matter how nice, how genuine, how polite he is, he doesn't ever seem to get the girl.

I was told tonight that I'm not what most girls are looking for and at this juncture in my life I want to be the one the girls are looking for.

Ive decided that for the foreseeable future I'll become less genuine. Consequences be damned. I don't give a fuck about genuineness. I don't give a fuck about how the world views me on a deeper level. On that deeper level I'll be that nice guy. I'll be the guy to bring you flowers and to make you soup when you're sick. I'll be that nice guy who won't take advantage of you if you've had too much to drink. On the deeper level I will be a nice guy, in other words I'll be a pussy.

on the outside though I'll be the bad ass. I'll be the guy your mother warned you about. I'll be the guy who seems like he will fuck you and forget you. I'll be the guy who buys you a drink then stares at your tits and I'll be the guy that most women at this point in their lives seem to be looking for.

You (women) are just as shallow as I am. Don't try to deny that and say you want the good guy. The good guy always gets fucked. The good guy doesn't win. This is real life. It's ok to be good on the inside but God damnit if you show that to the world.